Wish

I wish upon Your star
That I would feel Your heart
Only if I could be home with You
'Cause I feel some worlds apart
I wish that I could fly
Into the sunburst sky
From valley low to mountain high
'Cause I feel so lone and dry
Culture cold culture cold culture cold now
Can't feel though the heat's turned high
Frost bitten
Numb to every low and every high (Oh why)
I forget I forget I forget now
How it feels to really try
& I don't know why
I've left myself to dry (Oh why)
I would like to think that
I look up when life is down (Yea)
But the optimist inside has learned to drown
In these cynical lies
I wanna be a better version of me
Yet still I choose to sail into the sea
I wish that I could know
Just where I want to go
But you take me through the great unknown
I just want to be home
Lately I've been hating
Where and who I am Wish
That love could just forgive me
Or help me understand
Don't know why it's been so absent
Mind the shiny things in life
Cause I've been way too into my head now
I just hope that I'll be alright alright alright
The more I seem to miss it
I feel like I don't belong
Try to catch it try to kiss it
But this distance isn't gone
Hope that something
Brings me back to me
Cause I think my map is lost
Is it apathy?
No way
I know I'm hoping for
Somewhere to stay
And though I'm fearing my mistakes
I think I just gotta face it
I won't lay to waste
But my heart is not the strongest
Honestly there's not much I can take
Now I needed
Just a little space now
But I can breathe
I thought that having loneliness
Would make me long for me
But now I'm holding back back
Can I set me free?
I would like to think that
I look up when life is down (Yea)
But the optimist inside has learned to drown
In these cynical lies
I wanna be a better version of me
Yet still I choose to sail into the sea
I wish upon Your star
That I could feel Your heart
I will give you all my hope and fear
'Cause I know that You are here