Title of the song lyric: First Time In Love 처음이었지
그저 조용하던
나의 마음에 머물다 갔던 너
낯설기만 했던 그 시간들을
감당하는 건 참 버거웠었지
모든 게 서투르고 느린 나라서
눈치 없이 너를 붙잡았었지
하루하루 당연히 널 떠올리던 습관조차
버릴 방법을 몰랐어
모두 다 다 처음이었지
누군가의 말을 의미 있게 담아본 건
늦은 밤 돌아선 헤어짐에 아쉬워했던 건
그만큼 불안했던 건
처음으로 다 그대로
계속 난 너의 맘을 안고 싶은데
너무 어리숙했던 나의 추억처럼
다 묻는다는 게 아직은 어려운 건가봐
괜찮다 위롤 하던
내 친구들은
너를 나쁘다며 소릴 쳤었지
그럼에도 여전히 널 생각하는 바보처럼
화를 내기도 했어
모두 다 다 처음이었지
누군가의 말을 의미 있게 담아본 건
늦은 밤 돌아선 헤어짐에 아쉬워했던 건
그만큼 불안했던 건
처음으로 다 그대로
계속 난 너의 맘을 안고 싶은데
너무 어리숙했던 나의 추억처럼
다 묻는다는 게 내겐 처음이라서
어려운 건가봐
English:
I was nothing but quiet
You came into my heart then left
Those times were so strange
They were impossible to withstand
Everything I did was slow and awkward
I just clung on to you without any self-awareness
I didn’t know how to rid myself
of the natural habit of thinking about you
Everything, all of it, was a first for me
Reading meaning in someone else’s words,
regretting having to go home at night,
and being equally anxious as all of that
Like the way everything was at the start,
I want to keep holding onto your heart
but, like my overly naïve recollections,
I guess burying everything is still too hard
My friends tried to cheer me up,
saying that everything would be okay
and shouting that you were bad
But still, like a fool I still think about you
and get angry, too
Everything, all of it, was a first for me
Reading meaning in someone else’s words,
regretting having to go home at night,
and being equally anxious as all of that
Like the way everything was at the start,
I want to keep holding onto your heart
but, like my overly naïve recollections,
it’s my first time burying everything
so I guess it’s really difficult