Lyrics for: Abandoned (내가 날 버린 이유)
그때 내가 한 말 기억하니
울면서 애원했었지
돌아갈 곳 없는 난 어떡해
제발 이러지 마 부탁이야
너 떠난 후
난 멍하니 벽만 보며
울다 웃곤 했어
그런데 넌
사랑을 말하는 거니
싫어 이젠 싫어
너의 사랑을 받은 이유로
나는 나를 버려야 했어
내 모든 것을 다 가진 니가
남은 게 없는 날 버렸기에
그때 내가 한 말 기억하니
I still remember the pain
그 칼에 베인 듯한 상처를 알면서도
똑같은 실투를 계속하는 내 DNA
돌아갈 곳 없는 난 어떡해
You took my everything
You were my everything
You know I’m empty
겉과 속이 다 무너져
There ain’t no gravity
널 떠난 후
난 멍하니 벽만 보며
울다 웃곤 했어
그런데 넌
사랑을 말하는 거니
싫어 싫어 이젠 싫어
너의 사랑을 받은 이유로
나는 나를 버려야 했어
내 모든 것을 다 가진 니가
남은 게 없는 날 버렸기에
축 처진 어깨가 내
부서진 마음과 같네
니가 없는 삶을 상상한 적 없어
그런데 너는 어때
바닥에서 널 위해 끌어 올려 줬어
그런데 너는 어때
이별과 재회가 반복이 될수록
나는 날 조금씩 내게서 덜었어
그런데 너는 어때
I still remember the pain
너의 사랑을 받은 이유로
나는 나를 버려야 했어
내 모든 것을 다 가진 니가
남은 게 없는 날 버렸기에
너의 사랑을 받은 이유로 (받은 이유로)
나는 나를 버려야 했어
내 모든 것을 다 가진 니가 (다 가진 니가)
남은 게 없는 날 버렸기에
Romanization
geuttae naega han mal gieokani
ulmyeonseo aeweonhaesseotji
doragal got eomneun nan eotteokae
jebal ireoji ma butagiya
neo tteonan hu
nan meonghani byeongman bomyeo
ulda utgon haesseo
geureonde neon
sarangeul malhaneun geoni
shireo ijen shireo
neoye sarangeul badeun iyuro
naneun nareul beoryeoya haesseo
nae modeun geoseul da gajin niga
nameun ge eomneun nal beoryeotgie
geuttae naega han mal gieokani
I still remember the pain
geu kare bein deutan sangcheoreul almyeonseodo
ttokkateun shiltureul gyesokaneun nae DNA
doragal got eomneun nan eotteokae
You took my everything
You were my everything
You know I’m empty
geotgwa sogi da muneojeo
There ain’t no gravity
neol tteonan hu
nan meonghani byeongman bomyeo
ulda utgon haesseo
geureonde neon
sarangeul malhaneun geoni
shireo shireo ijen shireo
neoye sarangeul badeun iyuro
naneun nareul beoryeoya haesseo
nae modeun geoseul da gajin niga
nameun ge eomneun nal beoryeotgie
chuk cheojin eokkaega nae
buseojin maeumgwa ganne
Yo niga eomneun salmeul sangsanghan jeok eopseo
geureonde neoneun eottae
badageseo neol wihae kkeureo ollyeo jweosseo
geureonde neoneun eottae
ibyeolgwa jaehwega banbogi dwelsurok
naneun nal jogeumsshik naegeseo deoreosseo
geureonde neoneun eottae
I still remember the pain
neoye sarangeul badeun iyuro
naneun nareul beoryeoya haesseo
nae modeun geoseul da gajin niga
nameun ge eomneun nal beoryeotgie
neoye sarangeul badeun iyuro (badeun iyuro)
naneun nareul beoryeoya haesseo
nae modeun geoseul da gajin niga (da gajin niga)
nameun ge eomneun nal beoryeotgie
English Translation
Do you remember what I said back then?
I begged you in tears
I have no place to go, what do I do?
Please don’t do this, I’m asking you
After you left
I spaced out, stared at the wall
Crying and laughing
But now you come back
And say you love me?
No, I don’t want that anymore
Because I received your love
I had to abandon myself
You took all of me
So I had nothing when you left me
Do you remember what I said back then?
I still remember the pain
I know my scars felt like knife wounds
But I’m having this same fight, it’s in my DNA
I have no place to go, what do I do?
you took my everything
you were my everything
you know I’m empty
My outer and inner self are breaking down
there ain’t no gravity
After you left
I spaced out, stared at the wall
Crying and laughing
But now you come back
And say you love me?
No, I don’t want that anymore
Because I received your love
I had to abandon myself
You took all of me
So I had nothing when you left me
My sagging shoulders
Is exactly like my broken heart
I’ve never imagined a life without you
But how about you?
I took you from the bottom and raised you up
But how about you?
The more this cycle of breaking up and getting back together repeats
I get farther away from myself
But how about you?
I still remember the pain
Because I received your love
I had to abandon myself
You took all of me
So I had nothing when you left me
Because I received your love
I had to abandon myself
You took all of me
So I had nothing when you left me