It's Okay to Not Be Okay (2020) Episode 12

Jiang Tai woke up after a long sleep. At this time, Wen Ying and Shang Tai had already woken up and had a meeting to discuss new works. Even Jiang Tai's invitation to go out with them turned a deaf ear. Bored Jiang Tai had to go to the show shop to pass the time. Caixiu sent Wen Ying a photo of Jiang Tai being favored by female customers in the store, and Wen Ying, who was jealous, rushed to the pizza shop to declare sovereignty.

Jiang Tai's eyes were attracted by the children eating in the pizza. Wen Ying, however, felt that the children were noisy, and she bluntly said that she did not like children, and was even more afraid that she would be jealous of her children in the future, so she did not plan to have children for Jiang Tai, which made Jiang Tai speechless. But Wenying saw Jiang Tai's love for children, and changed her mind not long after, insisting on pestering Jiang Tai to have children together. Jiang Tai had no choice but to intoxicate her with wine.

Li Xiangren was arranged by his parents to go home on a blind date and bid farewell to Julie and his mother. He gave Julie's mother the same health care products as his parents, and Julie's mother was very happy to see the progress of the relationship between the two. Julie felt strange when she heard that Xiangren was going on a blind date, and she was even more jealous when she heard Xiangren's secretary said that the blind date looked a lot like Song Hye Kyo.

The dean explained Shang Tai with the ancient meaning of butterflies, telling him that butterflies symbolized healing, and encouraged Shang Tai to overcome psychological shadows and draw butterflies on the wall, hoping that he could be cured by butterflies. Shang Tai is heartbroken.

When Jiang Tai supplemented his brother's painting materials, he accidentally found an envelope under the table with a butterfly specimen in it, and a note that said "I will find you soon", and he was shocked. It turned out that this was secretly released by Pu Yulan when she came to the villa. Jiang Tai was glad that he found it when his brother was in time, and quickly took it away and thrown it away.

Bi Weng, a patient in the mental hospital, was allowed to go out by the director and met Shang Tai on the bus. Because Bi Weng was sent to the Vietnam battlefield to participate in the war when he was young, he witnessed the cruelty of the war with his own eyes. Since then, he has had a psychological shadow, and even dared not kill the ants. When he heard the sound of the roadside excavator burrowing into the ground, he immediately thought of the sound of guns on the battlefield, and suddenly fell ill.

Shang Tai, who was with him, imitated Jiang Tai's appearance to appease Bi Weng in time, called an ambulance to take him back to the hospital, and lent his favorite book to Bi Weng. The dean greatly appreciated Shang Tai's righteous deeds. Shang Tai also listened to Bi Weng's admonition that he should not be trapped in the past all the time, and decided to face the past bravely like an adult, instead of blindly escaping.

With the dean's encouragement, Shang Tai recalled the scene on the day his mother was killed. On that day, Shang Tae was temporarily separated from his mother after chasing a cat. When he came back, he saw a woman wearing a butterfly brooch kill his mother. The woman also threatened Shang Tai not to tell the story of the murder, otherwise he would also kill him.

According to Shang Tai's description of the shape of the butterfly brooch, Jiang Tai suddenly remembered that he had seen a family portrait of Wenying's family when he was cleaning Gao Dahuan's hospital bed. In the photo, Wenying's mother was wearing such a butterfly. Jiang Tai, who knew the truth, was full of grief and anger, and even more confused about the future of himself and Wen Ying.

Although Shang Tai accepted Wen Ying, he did not recognize them as family because of their different surnames. Wen Ying suggested that the three of them take a family photo together, because in her eyes, as long as a family photo is taken, it is a family. Shang Tai readily agreed, but Jiang Tai couldn't help but say that he rejected Wen Ying, and even got angry at her, confusing Wen Ying.

Wen Ying didn't understand why Jiang Tai was inexplicably angry, so she ordered a pizza delivery and called Caixiu to ask. Caixiu admitted that although he has been with Jiang Tai for many years, he still does not understand his heart. Because Jiang Tai packed his heart very tightly, and as a friend, all he needs to do is to stay by his side quietly all the time.

The dean saw Jiang Tai's inner entanglement, and Jiang Tai told the dean the cruel fact that the person who killed his mother might be Wenying's mother. He has no way to avenge his mother, let alone how to face Wen Ying. But even so, he didn't want Wenying to suffer as much as he did after knowing the truth. He only wished that she could live carefree.

Shang Tai and Wen Ying both dressed up for the family photo shoot, but Jiang Tai deliberately missed the appointment. In order to appease Shang Tai, Wen Ying decides to change the photos used in the new book. When the two were preparing to shoot, Jiang Tai suddenly appeared at the last moment, and Wen Ying and Shang Tai showed genuine joy on their faces.